disappointed and not surprised
my mother, she is from another pla-
net she is an odd, a very odd person.
she sometimes makes it worse.
yet I still do
appreciate, the way she took her time and taught her self destructive lessons.
it can be still helpful if you close your ears,
and after all those years, i can’t embrace my love.
as all of that ‘advice’ has torn me into tiny shredded pieces. and you say-
‘when I was your age i was the greatest person!
and now the way YOU are, it makes me
and not surprised,
yet you are still my child’.